Guru

2014-01-07

Jane Campion ("baba"):

I don't know how to keep living!

GJ:
who is she?

She is the detective!

GJ:
oh, I remember the detective.
so - your on your knees?

nodding.

GJ:
good , now die to yourself.
to the idea of yourself.
everything you think you are.
you are not!
whats left -find out.

I've just realized who I thought I was,
who my father and my mother were.

GJ:
Stop! -stop thinking!

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I want to help Tui

GJ:
People all wanna help someone!
that one, that one wants to help Africa.
Help yourself first
like the airplane,
put on you own mask first.

how do I help myself?

GJ:
what shall I tell you when you don't listen!

I am listening!

GJ:
No!
all you hear is you own crazy thoughts
like a river of shit -on and on again.
Se your thoughts for what they are.
Stop your helping.
Stop your planning.
Give up -there is no way out.
not for others, not for you.
-We are living here at the end of the road,
the end of the earth,
at a place called Paradise (s.w. eden -my note).
-Hows it going -perfect?
No, you are madder then ever.

GJ:
You are tired?
so lie down right here.
be like a Cat.
Heal yourself.
there is no match for the tremendous
intelligence of the body.
rest.

GJ:
when is the next flight to Reykjavik?

ah, Island -any route preference?

GJ:
No! -just wanna get away
from these crazy witches (bitches).